EX BOYFRIENDd ......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

To be honest you never get over that first loving feeling but it doesnt mean you should get back with him. I'd move on. Your young and its probably because you cant have him that you want him more. hes probably changed alot as a bf than when you were last together and it could probably ruin the friendship you have now by risking it ona realtionship that may not work n ull end up feeling more hurt than u do now. just go out lots with mates and enjoy life a bit, i had young relationships and altho they taught me alot they were alot to deal with at a young age im only 21 now and have my 3rd baby on the way, i dont regret many of the choices iv made and im happy and i love my children but ive always been older than i should be and its hard work, just try and move on. he may not feel the same way and he may have moved on.