I've changed a few things to make my question clearer b/c I messed up the order of things.?

I'm a young adult. I'm a really sensitive person so sometimes I've been withdrawn at church b/c ppl have hurt my feelings. That's been for about 3 yrs. I’m not mean, I just don’t say much, since it seems no one wants to hear. Like sometimes ppl have just literally turned their backs when I’ve tried to talk to them. I used to be called the “most dedicated acolyte”. And ppl told me I should be a priest. I told them no b/c I make too many mistakes. I finally figured out they were just using me. I've finally stopped going a couple months ago. Before I left I asked for the head priest to speak w/me and I told him about a lot of the disappointments I had, including one with him, when he asked me. I never look him in the eye b/c I'm shy and I cried and talked to him for about a 30 min. He never acknowledged the crying. He also asked me what he could do to make things better; I felt he was trying to hurry up the conversation. I told him I wasn’t really sure just ideas about how to handle my anger. We talked about me switching activities I was involved in to get a different perspective. He asked me q's about school and says he knows some students work to hard and forget to have fun and other random stuff. When I break in the conversation came up, I finally said thank you & left b/c I felt he wanted me to leave. Also, no one has been in contact with me, do you think they're glad I'm gone. What do they feel about me? Do you think the priests and congregation members hate me? What would you think if you were him and them? Thank you!