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Clearly you are suicidal, and are dabbling with negativizing the hunting traditions, to legitimize your abberant solutions to the problems in your life. My ANSWER is that (1) you need more wholesomeness in your approach to life, (2) you need to distance yourself from negative influences, and (3) a 12 Gauge shotgun barrel placed up against the soft pallet under the brain, is the most painless suicide there is. Good luck finding happiness in a crude world, but some of it is there, and the best way to find happiness is to give some of it to someone else. Regards, Larry.